firstly, sorry guys for being unreachable these few days on short notice. Reason: Grandfather passed away on sunday morning in the wee hours so i had to rush into malaysia 5 hours later and my phone did not have auto roaming.anyway to the guys at the sqn, hoped u had fun and sorry that i couldn't make it in the end.

i wun go into talking abt the whole thing that happened these past few days. oh nvm i'll just stop here til maybe after the alfa8 gathering... then look out for a post on the christmas celebration by alfa8 organised by our chairwoman Miss Dai.

a very very good friend pasted this link to me and its really funny....

what happens if the matrix runs on windows?

http://sgfrag.net/2008/11/11/the-matrix-runs-on-windows/

that person once said this before "This is so sianded. totally bored today. even though i have umcompleted games to play, i dun have the desire to play anymore. Perhaps when ppl grow older, they grow out of games. Feel like goin out to an arcade in hougang to vent those pent-up energies on the games there. jus asked a arcade fren to go. he declined. as usual. even after cajolin. it has been countless times. the times he asked me out for arcade, i usually accept. but when its my invitation, it doesnt seem to be that way. friendship or any relationship for that matter is a 2-way thing. sure theres no distinct 50% give n 50% take in any relationship but 1 shdnt deviate too much from it. the times he asked me out, it seems to be dat he feels like playin, so he asks me out. but he wont giv a hoot bout u if he doesnt wan to play. this gives me a feelin dat i m jus some tools of companionship to him. i hav doubts in this friendship. this jus cannot go on. i been havin this doubts for so long already. this has to be solved. 1 way or another. otherwise, its adios. "

i do not agree...what good does it do if u accept and then just blatantly stood me up? what good does it do if u accept and then just be late for 3 hours at least? what good does it do if all u give are empty promises?if you cannot make it out then just reject me i wouldn't take it any other way except that you are busy or have other appointments. we all have our other grp of frens and of cos do not expect me to be on standby for u. nor do i expect u to be on standby for me. so how would u like it if i told u to meet and just showed up hours later or just do not show up?

what's worse is i noe why u stood me up for hours.and its cos Warcraft 3 Defence Of The Ancient was so addictive that u played once after another and just totally forgot about me. so in your eyes, your promise to meet and not be late was not even worth anything compared to some digital code that goes 00000111010000? even "better" was i do not feel any guiltyness nor remorse from him when he let me wait for him in an arcade for hours a few years back...i called and called he kept saying he is coming out and wow i never knew a normal 15 mins route can take hours to complete! was he crawling? together with his brother?

i'm not even feeling angry abt you...i dun noe what i shld feel abt you and your actions...shld i feel angry? shld i confront u? shld i feel sad? shld i even be feeling disappointed? maybe i am just tired, tired of empty promises, tired of thinking up excuses for u,tired of waiting...

*NOTICE* I DO NOT WANT TO SEE THE PARTY INVOLVED TO COMMENT ON THIS ENTRY IN MY TAGBOX! YOU NOE HU YOU ARE AND Y I'M SO PISSED!NO EXCUSES THIS TIME ROUND!

how many times have it been now?

previous times i didn't take to heart afterall we had not planned anything. today, just $5, and its enough to see how irresponsible you are and how little sense of urgency you have.

ok nevermind. no more pre planning events for you and me from now on. anything will be set on a impulse basis and i wouldn't be surprised that i will be left dangling again!

maybe i'm the only one hu treats u as my best buddy but i dun think it goes two ways. you've got better buddies now hu can let u ignore how a friend feels for waiting for u for hours.

despite all the reminders i sent from two days ago, u just plainly stood me up with 2 tix in my hands waiting for u. just imagine as the movie time comes near all smses are not replied, all calls are cancelled or just plainly ignored. i even waited 15 mins more after the movie time as i thought u are just late but NO! not even a call to say u will be late.while sitting in the cinema seat i was waiting for my phone to even vibrate once to show me u are here and ask where i am. i was waiting to go out and give you your ticket but even when the show has ended, i'm back in amk, i'm back in my house, not even once did it ring!

if u had not even wanted to watch the movie then when i asked abt the $5 movie event, just say you cannot make it. i'm not even saying u must come but u said u wanted to watch so i bought the tickets for u.

dun tell me u thought the tickets will be bought on the spot there and thought i didn't buy yours cos you are not arnd because i smsed long ago that i had gotten the tix.

excuses only show that u are worse than irresponsible. and do not leave your comments in my tagbox cos i do not wanna hear excuses!

this is the last time a movie promotion goes your way. next time i can get promotion tickets, i'd rather forfeit the extra tix than invite someone who will not show up at the very last minute.

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hahaha.....hahahahahahahahahahaha.......i just saw this......"十年之交,换来冷淡眼神.陌生表情,让人心寒.心已灰,意已冷."<---------原来$5就能看出一个人的心, 原来十年的友情就代表能让一个人迟到了又迟到，原来十年的友情就代表另一方必须是个笨蛋！是个白痴！ 行！我就当一辈子的白痴！......hahahahahahaha.......hahahahahahahahahaha..... someone tell me how i should feel.........hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.......................................can someone pls tell me how i shld feel! 谁来告诉我，我该有什么感觉！结果又是我的错！ so in the end i'm in the wrong again? that's right... its always me in the wrong...... sorry for setting a meeting so early... sorry for reaching early...sorry for not informing u abt the movie timing when my handphone ran out of batt...sorry for not thinking that u would not even call to ask whether i checked the movie timing and find out my handphone is off due to no batt... sorry for being a total IDIOT to wait for hours without even asking whether u are coming anot! my fault for not reminding u to at least try to remember that there's an IDIOT waiting for u out there in the world,the area, the district, the avenue! sorry for being a total fool! hah! is that enough sorries? isn't that what u always wanna see or hear? me being in the wrong? me for causing u to be late for EVERY meeting cos DOTA was so nice to play?me for causing your phone to direct me to the operator? me for sending smses and still dun get replies?right here u have it... happy now?

bad day today...hope it doesn't mean the start of a bad mth...

lost my hp today...most probably it dropped on a bus when i found out i lost it arnd 10 mins later and called back using my friend's handphone, it's already off...it definitely is becos someone picked it up and switched off it... nowadays people are just so not honest! damnit i still remember in september i picked up a blackberry and i waited there for a while to see if the owner would come back and just when i about to go and send it in to the police, someone came and asked whether anyone had seen his phone...it was nice to see that i was able to help someone and he sure looked happy and relieved to find his phone back...

is it the way singaporean teaches the new generation that causes them to be so not honest? that is 1 question i have no answer to...just 1 word DAMNIT! my phone is only 1 mth old and i lost it! how careless can i be! ugh

been a while since i updated my blog and so i'm finally here to give it a little push :)

Driving
today was my final theory test and i found it surprisingly easy. most probably its because both my father and brother drives and each time we go out as a family i sit in the front passenger seat and thus i get to observe alot of how the correct way of driving is. Of cos, i passed my final theory test in 1 sitting :)

i'm actually planning to start the practical driving lessons only on december as my probation in my company ends only on the 22nd of december. today was a day wasted as i need to apply for unpaid leave just for my final theory test.

Work
its been 1 mth since i've been in the company and i would say the environment and people there is not bad. especially my collegues, they are all very friendly and helpful.

Game
just bought a Nintendo Wii recently and i would say its very fun! i love the game chocobo's dungeon ever since i played the part 2 of it on the playstation 1 and when i saw that wii had the game Final Fantasy Fables:Chocobo's Dungeon, i just had to get it and try it out. It didn't disappoint me. the other game i got was The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess. decided to get this game even though my friend told me that it was not very nice and i would say that its in the alright category for me. not that i would recommend anyone to buy nor would i discourage anyone hu wants to buy.

Movie
watched eagle eye recently and i would say it holds a very similiar concept to any other story when technologies advances so much so that humans just let the robots be fully automated and with ALL the required clearance to access anything etc.I-robot,Terminator,Matrix.i'm not going to spoil the story here. the story makes me feel that no matter how technology advances, humans must leave even a last bit of authority with himself and not leave everything to the AI even though AI makes everything much easier. just imagine that the AI has the clearance to fire off missles and it's infected by a virus which causes it to go haywire and fire missle off to anywhere. that would just be a disaster.

next movie i'm going to watch is 007 Quantum of Solace on the 9th of Nov @ Lido @ $5/tix heh only certain friends are coming to watch with me as i can only get 4 tix. funny though is i can only get 2 other frens. the rest are either busy, have work, or just giving plain excuses despite saying ok 1 week back(its THAT obvious that the person is giving excuses)

hmm... i think that's about all that i have for now

hey there! i'm back from taiwan! safe and of cos, in 1 piece heh.

first of all, its not at all cold there! stupid tour agency conned us into bring jackets telling us the temperature will be 12-25°C. in the end when we got there, the temperature was as hot as Singapore and i believe it was higher at one time.

to frens who saw the news abt the typhoon in taiwan, it was actually quite fun to see the phenomenon. not that i saw the actual thing but only the effects of it affecting places during the last few days of the trip.the only bad thing abt being able to experience the typhoon was that while you are experiencing it, you have no places to visit in that area cos all the shops will be closed and that's y our grp missed out on places of interest on the last day in taipei. places missed include the famous 士林夜市，西门町，台北101 and 五份埔(not very sure if the chinese for wu fen pu is correct).

our tour guide for the trip was Mr 陈继平 and i find him to be very friendly and of cos i like his way of bringing us arnd. not that he introduced many things but he let us walk by ourselves at the attraction. only thing is that the time given was not enough hah. and the funny thing is i think he almost went crazy due to the double auntie attack from our tour grp for more details msg me on msn :).

oh and i dun think i will post the pictures of the taiwan trip on my blog cos they take too long but my brother has taken his time to slowly (and i really meant slowly cos blogger really is slow) upload all the photos with some funny comments he has choosen to write in. and as with what he did with my AMK zoo post i shall link to his post on the taiwan trip too.

here we go

Taiwan Trip Part 1
Taiwan Trip Part 2
Taiwan Trip - all abt junior

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Notes:
1) i've finally found a job!
2)terrence has also got a job!
3) hong rui has a job too!
haha the 3 of us were jobless for at least 2 mths.
4)dexxie! when u free we go lim kopi leh
5)miss chao! good luck with your studies! hope u get into which every uni u want and dun give yourself too much stress or it will work the opposite of how u want it to. :)
6)Ronald! relax man u will definitely graduate from NTU! we have faith in you cos you are the alpha 神!
7)i've passed my Basic Theory Test
8)Final Theory Test is on the 24th of OCT. hope i will pass it in 1 sitting too

ok this ends my nagging ciao~

finally my father has a holiday for arnd 3 weeks as the Coffeeshop my father's working at is under renovation for 3 weeks starting from yesterday. its like the first time ever i see my father has such a long holiday.

Actually planned to go into malaysia(perak,sitiawan) hometown of my mother. but due to the fact that i had an interview with ST Aerospace today i have to stay back in Singapore while they go visit my Big Aunt whom is down with kidney failure.

Family is going on a trip to taiwan this weekend! from the 7th of september til the 14th of september. a 8 day trip with a tour grp.

about my interview, the interviewers looks friendly enough though i'm not sure if i will get the job cos when i walked out i saw another 2 interviewees waiting for the interview. really hope that i can get the job cos its been 3 mths since i'm jobless!

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Notes: 1)wishes that Miss Chao gets well soon
2)Mr Chua dexxie! when got time we meet up and chill leh

The ALFA8 Gathering

our grp organiser yifang, organised a gathering for us today at fish & co at the glass house. it was supposed to be dinner actually but i had to help my father so it was changed. thanks guys for being so considerate :).

it was my first time having food at fish & co and i say its not that bad...in fact its quite good but no pictures on that though :) we never took any pics on the food.

pictures we took at fish&co(liuqi as the photographer)

the grp photo(thanks to the helpful staff for taking)

from left to right. yifang, qijing, ronald, yicheng, me, zhiping, chun hong and luiqi.

after the lunch which was arnd 2 hrs(partly waiting for the food to be ready and partly waiting for our miss slow eater *you noe hu u are if u ever read my blog*)
we decided to walk over to sim lim square to look see look see.

next we stopped to rest at bugis junction's food junction and i had to leave halfway to go back and help my father at his store and ronald had another appointment.

pictures they took after me and ronald left.

3月27日 个人主义

3月27日出生的人是强烈的个人主义者。他们像孩童般有着快速学习的能力，一旦学会之后，便又会去追寻自己的梦想。他们具有明确的风格，以及超乎常人的技巧。在这一天出生的杰出人物，通常是在其研究领域中最先完成某项成就的原创者。但是，即使才能中等，他们也很容易造就相当独特的贡献。

3月27日出生的人，对于新经验抱着不排斥的态度，但是他们非常实际，不容易受骗。事实上，这一天出生的人当中，有些人会因为在成功的路上，经历了多年的奋斗，而变得有些硬心肠。一般而言，他们不会过度热情或是多愁善感，也不会特别去了解别人的问题。老实说，他们不是关怀型的人。能够吸引他们的，不是人，是工作，而这工作也多半是技术性的。

这一天出生的人，有强烈的科学性向。或者，你会发现他们常拿家里的东西来修修弄弄，甚至把它拆开来，看看到底是怎么回事，然后再想办法装回去。有时这种高技术性的能力只是一川障眼法、一种逃避表达情感的方式。这种在情感表达上有困难的人，容易变得感情闭塞，或者是以爆炸性的方式挣脱这个阴碍，而使周遭的人大为吃惊。

3月27日出生的人对于社会趋热有敏锐的体会。如果他们是艺术家、生意人或劳工，他们会知道哪些东西能被大众接受，哪些不会。这倒不是因为他们对人类心理学有什么特别的认知，而是对于人类社会的价值观和期望，他们有一种纯直觉式的了解。这一天出生的人，与团体有着良好的关系，有时或许还会好过他们与个人的关系，这一点的确是令人有些惊讶。他们常会为情绪所困，但是因为客观，所以可以帮助他们看出问题的症结所在。

虽然外表上，3月27日出生的人不是情绪性的人，但是他们非常热情，而且就是这种强烈的感情，使得他们的努力更有效果--使用开门见山的方式，激起别人的共鸣。他们容易被简单的线条和强烈的对比所吸引。这一天出生的人和孩童一样，对所有的事物都用好坏、黑白的二分法--他们讨厌折衷和灰色地带。他们不喜欢撒谎或隐瞒事实，对待自己也很诚实，因此在评估自己的能力时是很实际的。

跟这一天出生的人一起生活并不容易，因为他们经常沉溺在与个人感情有关的事情里。如果这天出生的人“严以律己、宽以待人”也就罢了；很不幸地，对于家人和友人，他们的要求一点儿也不宽松。虽然是很好的朋友，他们却不会你打气、建立你的自信，他们说“实话”而不说“好话”，甚至有时候还显得过于强硬及坦白。尽管如此，这一天出生的人，还是会给最亲密的伙伴一分可靠、沉静的支持和温暖。

幸运数字和守护星
3月27日出生的人受到数字9（2+7=9）与火星的影响。9是一个重要的数字，它对于其他数字有强大的影响力（任何数字加9，皆可回复到原数，例如5+9=14，4+1=5；任何数字乘9，也能回复到原数，如9*5=45，4+5=9）。因此受9影响的人，经常会是个领导大众、开创风格的人物。火星能量造就他们冲动与强烈的个性。由于这天出生的人，本身已经具有一些这种特性（牡羊座的主宰行星是火星），所以必须留意他们对别人的影响。

健康
3月27日出生的人容易出意外。他们应该提防交通事故，或任何稍一不留神，就会招致大祸的情况。在这一天出生的人容易着凉，因为他们会冲动得不穿外套就冲进雨里，或是大冷天也去修理车子。他们也会因疏忽而罹患与骨头、关节及牙齿有关的慢性疾病。总之，他们除了因为长年忽视不利于健康的环境，而罹患慢性病之外；还会因短时间没有注意健康，而发生急性的病症。通常他们工作的器具（机器、汽车、化学药品）也正是他们身体出问题的原因。有一件事说来好玩，不下厨的他们，有时候吃饭是要人家拖到饭桌旁才会吃的--他们不是不喜欢食物，只是太专心在所做的事情上，而忘了有“吃饭”这回事。

建议
培养与人相处的技巧，学习更能容忍他人。偶尔忘掉您专门的技术，把它丢到一旁。对人要和善、多体谅别人。在必要的时候学习折衷之道。你并没有你所想像的那么强壮、打不倒。

名 人 密斯凡德罗(L.Miesvander Rohe)德裔美籍建筑师及设计师，与德国包浩斯建筑学院创办人格罗培，以及柯比意创立了“国际风格”学派。他在1930年逃出纳粹德国，在美国设计建造了多座摩天大楼。

俄裔美籍大提琴家、指挥家、钢琴家罗斯托波维奇(Mstislav Rostropovich)，被淮为当代最伟大的大提琴家之一，著名作曲家如浦罗可菲夫、萧士塔高维契和布烈顿等人都争相为他写曲。

莎拉佛汉(Sarah Vaughan)爵士乐歌手。

曾任纽约“洋基棒球队”经理十年之久的米勒哈金斯(Miller Huggins)，他带领的队伍曾赢得三次世界大赛；六次AL锦标赛冠军。 Anheusert Busch。

德国物理学家伦琴(Wilhelm Conrad Rontgen)，因发现X光获诺贝尔物理学奖。

英国工程师及设计师莱斯爵士(Sir Henry Royce)，与劳斯共同创立了“劳斯莱斯汽车公司”，生产象征社会地位与品味的高级汽车。

塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第9张是“隐士”，他提着一盏灯、拄着拐杖，代表冥想、孤立与寂静，象征智慧的结晶及绝对的纪律。隐士是严厉的导师，他运用良心使人走上正途。牌面正立时代表有所坚持、有目标、深沉且专注；牌面倒立表示专断、易原谅他人、多疑以及气馁。

静思语
专心的秘诀在于接受一堆没完没了、令人分心。

优点
自立、实际、具有工艺技巧。

缺点
健忘、对自己轻忽、难以相处。

this was taken from http://www.moon.com.cn/star/index.htm

and after the fishes,

came the terrapins,soon came the rabbits
then here comes our newest member into the Ting family! the parrot!

haha i think my house is becoming a zoo soon

finally registered for my driving today and its expensive!

anyway my basic theory test is on the 17th of september hope i can pass it easily cos my uncle's friend failed it 4 times already

i'm currently still trying to find a job and have sent many resumes out i guess in the end maybe i just have to work at my father's shop bah if i really cannot find by the end of this month.

watching hellboy2 and red cliff tomorrow with the usual bunch and it was decided to be a 2 omvie marathon because one of us cannot make it today after work

recieved an e-mail today. contents were quite interesting.


【人生】 仇人 與 恩人
給辛苦的上班族分享!! 很有意思的管理故事：仇人 與 恩人

大學剛畢業的時候，某電視公司請我去主持個特別節目,
那節目的導播看我文章不錯，又要我兼編劇。
可是當節目做完，領酬勞的時候，
導播不但不給我編劇費，
還扣我一半的主持費。

他把收據交給我說：
『你簽收一千六，但我只能給你八百，因為節目透支了。』

我當時沒吭聲，照簽了，心想 【君子報仇，十年不晚。】
後來那導播又找我，我還【照樣】 幫他做了幾次。

最後一次，他沒扣我錢，變得對我很客氣，
因為那時我被電視公司的新聞部看上，
一下子成為了電視記者兼新聞主播。

我們後來常在公司遇到，他每次笑得都有點尷尬。
我曾經想去告他一狀，可是正如高中那位同學所說
沒有他我能有今天嗎？
如果我當初不忍下一口氣，又能繼續獲得主持的機會嗎？
機會是他給的，他是我的貴人，他已經知錯，我何必去報復呢？

後來我到了美國留學。

有一天，一位已經就業的同學對我抱怨他的美國老闆 【吃】 他，
不但給他很少的薪水，而且故意拖延他的綠卡 （美國居留權） 申請。

我當時對他說： 『這麼壞的老闆，不做也罷。但你豈能白幹了這麼久，
總要多學一點，再跳槽，所以你要偷偷學。』

他聽了我的話，不但每天加班，留下來背那些商業文書的寫法。
甚至連怎麼修理影印機，都跟在工人旁邊記筆記，
以便有一天自己出去創業，能夠省點修理費。

隔了半年，我問他是不是打算跳槽了？
他居然一笑： 『不用！我的老闆現在對我刮目相看，又升官，又加薪，
而且綠卡也馬上下來了，老闆還問我為什麼態度一百八十度轉變，
變得那麼積極呢？』

他心裏的不平不見了，他作了 『報復』，只是換了一種方法，
而且他自我檢討，當年其實是他自己不努力。

大概前五年吧！
我遇到個有意思的事。

一位老友突然猛學算命，由生辰八字、紫薇斗數、姓名學到占星術，
沒一樣不研究。
他學算命，當然不是覺得算命靈驗，而是想證明算命是騙人的東西。
原因是有一位非常著名的大師為他算命，算他活不到四十七，
他發誓，非打爛那大師的招牌不可。

你猜怎樣？
他愈學愈怕，因為他發現自己算自己，也確實活不長。

這時候，他改了，他跑去做慈善，說：
『反正活不久了，好好運用剩下的歲月，做點有意義的事。』
他很積極地投入，人人都說他變了，
由一個焦躁勢利的小人，變成敦厚慈愛的君子。

不知不覺，他過了四十七、過了四十八，而今已經五十三，
紅光滿面、生氣勃勃，比誰都活利健康。

「你可以去砸那大師的招牌了！」 我有一天開他玩笑。
他眼一亮，回問我： 『為什麼？』
又笑笑： 『要不是那人警告我，照我以前的個性
確實四十七歲非犯心臟病不可，他沒有不準啊！』

各位年輕朋友！

你喜歡逞強鬥狠嗎？
你總是心有不平嗎？
你有 【此仇不報非君子】 的憤恨嗎？

一點心得
你要知道，【敵人、仇人】 …
都可以 【激發】 你的【潛能】 ，成為你的【貴人】。

你也要知道，許多怨仇、不平，其實問題都出在你自己。
你更要知道，這世間最好的 『報復』 ，就是運用那股不平之氣，
使自己邁向成功，以那成功和 【成功之後的胸懷】 ，
對待你當年的敵人，且把敵人變成朋友。

當 『冤冤相報何時了』 的 【雙贏】 ，
能成為 【相逢一笑泯恩仇】 的 【雙贏】。

不是人生最大的成功嗎？
是不是：如果你是正確的，你的世界就是正確的？

found it to be quite true... its not always those that are good to you that will help you succeed in the end...sometimes its how you see and react to things and for all you know it can have totally different results.

and sorry to people who can't read chinese...this was recieved in chinese only but to summarise its all abt how can react differently to your enemies and in the end they can become the one who is responsible for your success.

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Side Note

1)miss chao is back! said it was a plot when she said she's not coming back...she didn't elaborate on it though
2)dexxie pls stop being so 有异性没人性！your poly group of friend planning a gathering since mis chao is back! will you have time for us?
3)I'm still looking for a job!

i finally remembered i half revived my blog so here i am to post a new entry again on things that have happened.

ORDed on the 30th of may as my ord date falls on 1st of june which is on a sunday so i got released 2 days earlier~~which was of cos good :) squadron had a farewell dinner for us on the same day too in the evening.

recieved my plaque and certificate of service after the dinner from the hands of my CO and though there wasn't a testimonial for me in the CoS as i failed my ippt, the comments abt me was quite good:)(no idea if the EO really knew or he wrote the same thing for everyone else)=X

after the dinner we bunch of people decided to go to mind's cafe to play board games(some may thing eh? board games? monopoly ah)actually no its a board game cafe but it has alot more other board games than your traditional board games.personally i prefer settlers cafe, a cafe which my poly fren worked part time in and recommended to us during the poly years.abt more of settlers cafe,i recommend that u guys go during weekdays in the afternoon starting 2p.m as they have a so called student package which is $6 for u to play any game for 4 hours til 6p.m and if u are feeling hungry you can get some really nice food for $4 more which comes up to $10 for any board games and 1 plate of food for 4 hours.oh and throw in freeflow of drinks too.

rite...enough advertisement for a company which i do not work in. currently i'm out looking for a job and i haven't started lol maybe i will go into webdesign with a fren and take projects from the company my brother currently in attachment in. the boss asked us to submit a template of something we do to showcase our abilities i think. will be going over to ronald's house later to see what we can do abt it.

so if anyone wants someone who has a Diploma in Electronic and Computer Engineering with no previous work experience unless u consider the work i do in air force,come find me! and oh i dun really like writing resumes so if possible best is i dun have to fill up any :)oh and i dun mind having to learn new things that is totally unrelated to my diploma so long i am happy working in the company

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Notes:
1)Miss Chao is not coming back to singapore in JUNE! no idea what happened...and i dun think i wanna bug her to think abt the event again(which i think is not a very happy event). well if she wants to tell me, she will.
2)Dex! if i get u to buy products from me will u buy? lol
3)wishes that my career goes well from now on!
4)if my part time goes well, i may go full time and when that happens i will aim for a car in within 2 years!
5)for me to aim a car, i will need to get a driving license.hopefully its not too late to try and learn now(i think i learn fast though)

had an interview with my I.C today. my last interview.

i'm gonna ord soon and i think i will definitely miss the whole grp of people that i worked with.

i had a fullfilling 1 year of service here and i was definitely glad and happy to be able to work here too.

thanks to everyone in the base for any and everything that u may have given me,be it the frens i gained,the things i learned here, the way of handling certain types of people.it all helps me with coping with work on the society when i get out.i really appreciate it

anyway i asked my I.C abt the certificate to ippt relation thing and he told me the cert will still be given. and not like what that idiot said.

my mood immediately became better :)

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anyway first cyclones then earthquakes...what's next and where?

all these 1 after another just makes one thinks if the earth is punishing humans for using up too much resources of the earth too rapidly.

Notes:
1)10 days to ORD!(today not inclusive)
2)though i cannot get a testimonial, a certificate will definitely be better than nothing
3)miss chao! u have not been replying to the tagboard in your blog!
4)doing clearance tomorrow
5)FFI on thursday

why issit that not passing ippt means that i am unable to hold higher responsibilities?

why issit that not passing ippt means that i cannot hold a higher rank?

why issit that not passing ippt means that i cannot get a certificate to prove my work for the organisation for the past 1 year at least?

why issit that not passing ippt means that i cannot even ask my supervisor to write a testimonial for me?

what is so wrong with this whole organisation/community?

it's not like i cannot handle my current work when i failed my ippt.

what's so wrong in expecting a cert just so to acknowledge my work for the organisation and help me get a better edge in social work interviews.

and all this after YOU told me that i can find u to get a testimonial if i wanna apply for a job at SIAEC or any other company for that matter

what is so wrong with YOU!

why issit that you work so slowly!

why issit your information always only seem to appear at the very last minute!

telling me that u cannot give me a certificate just this morning with only 2 weeks left to my ORD is bad enough.

what's worse you're telling me that u cannot even give me a testimonial you wrote yourself?

I'm just asking that you write it as my supervisor and not as in representation of the whole organisation.

they told us that we will all get a certificate to certify that we worked in the organisation when we were posted there...now this!

demoralised...

disappointed...

just let me get out of this...

i've had enough!

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on a side note:

a friend of mine got caught at the airport customs for bringing in a flick knife and a butterfly knife.
he didn't know that he had to declare that stuff and the auntie who sold him the knives over in taiwan told him that he can bring those through the customs when he asked.
so goes the conversation as cited by him.
him:"auntie these knives very exquisite but can bring back to singapore through the customs anot ah"
auntie:"can one no worries"
and so he went and brought them back to singapore.
now he's pending investigations from the mp i think hope he's gonna be alright.

now to warn people who read my blog...do not trust those shop owners of other countries when they say its alright to bring it back into your own country..
to sell their merchandise they will definitely say its alright to bring back.

also if u buy anything outside of singapore pls declare the things that you bring back.

at the very least its just paying the duties for the items and not the fine when u get caught.

if that item is not allowed and u don't know,when you declare it they will just confiscate it and nth will happen to you. not like when u get caught for bringing in items that is not allowed and risk getting a fine too.

Its always like this.
Its not like i dun try.
Its not like its a bad thing.
Its not something that i wanna do either.
Its not like i nvr tell u all that there i was organising a gathering tonight the other party suggested.
Its not like u all told me that u all have something on in the night today the moment i tell u abt the plan.

Everyone pushes the thing here and there and just wouldn't do it and when someone else steps up to do it, all of them gave excuses...YES EXCUSES and it is THAT obvious...what's the point of me stepping up to organise the whole thing if they just dun wanna play with the other grp....why shld i be the middleman?

Why shld i be wasting my brain cells trying to find out everyone's available time and try to fuse together a timing which everyone can go?

This is it...I'm NEVER N-E-V-E-R ever going to organise another gathering for them again. It just gets irritating at times see?

Hopefully they see this and next time i dun intend to go for the gathering they organise,dun try to talk me into going cos i'm not.

Why shld i go so willingly for something u all organise when i have something on.And also since when i organise things they can just give plain lousy excuses to not go anyway.

On a side note though...they will most probably not see this entry as they nvr knew i had a blog though its been dead for quite a while...i'll most probably keep the blog alive after my ns has ended.

Happy things to note!
1)21 days to ORD! not including today as 3/4 of the day have passed
2)a poly fren is coming back from L.A for holiday!

anyone ever wondered y there are certain times in the year y it feels like i am fucking pissed at everything and looks totally stressed out?

its not cos of work or anything else but cos of my irritating grandfather.he comes out to singapore and asks whether he needs to go back the next day when the immigration gives him 30 days before going back...then comes other things when we tell him its not due yet he will sit alone at night then say:"*sigh*i am going to jail soon" its like totally wtf can!

and he likes to be a PI...asking where my grandmother is everytime.seriously cannot understand y he come out to singapore for...to play or to be PI?!?!?

i seriously need a place where i can scream its getting stuffy with all these things...at least blog make a small small hole where some things can escape if not i think i will explode soon and i mean real soon cos he's going back only on christmas...

不怎么想说发生了什么事。。。也不知道要怎么说。。。一句话，心情遭透了。。。

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