Wondering abt how you are coping with your life...

Its always like this.
Its not like i dun try.
Its not like its a bad thing.
Its not something that i wanna do either.
Its not like i nvr tell u all that there i was organising a gathering tonight the other party suggested.
Its not like u all told me that u all have something on in the night today the moment i tell u abt the plan.

Everyone pushes the thing here and there and just wouldn't do it and when someone else steps up to do it, all of them gave excuses...YES EXCUSES and it is THAT obvious...what's the point of me stepping up to organise the whole thing if they just dun wanna play with the other grp....why shld i be the middleman?

Why shld i be wasting my brain cells trying to find out everyone's available time and try to fuse together a timing which everyone can go?

This is it...I'm NEVER N-E-V-E-R ever going to organise another gathering for them again. It just gets irritating at times see?

Hopefully they see this and next time i dun intend to go for the gathering they organise,dun try to talk me into going cos i'm not.

Why shld i go so willingly for something u all organise when i have something on.And also since when i organise things they can just give plain lousy excuses to not go anyway.

On a side note though...they will most probably not see this entry as they nvr knew i had a blog though its been dead for quite a while...i'll most probably keep the blog alive after my ns has ended.

Happy things to note!
1)21 days to ORD! not including today as 3/4 of the day have passed
2)a poly fren is coming back from L.A for holiday!